Rand for President

2026-01-16    07:43:51 AM

"furry ona ferry with a fairy" - Rachel . . .

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2026-05-17    20:52:27 PM

* Portland Oregon Bridges from Wikipedia

Bridge Name	Year Construction Complete	Type
Interstate Bridge (I-5)	1917, 1958	Truss with lift span
Glenn L. Jackson Bridge (I-205)	1982	Segment
St. Johns Bridge	1931	Suspension
Freemont Bridge (I-405 / I-5)	1973	Tied-arch
Broadway Bridge	1913	Truss with Double Leaf
Steel Bridge	1912	Truss with double vertical-lift
Burnside Bridge	1926	Double Leaf
Morrison Bridge	1958
Hawthorne Bridge	1910	Truss with vertical-lift
Marquam Bridge (I-405 / I-5)	1966	Centilever Truss
Tilikum Crossing (Train / Pedestrian)	2015	Cable-stayed
Ross Island Bridge	1926	Cantilever Deck Truss
Sellwood Bridge	2016	Deck Arch Bridge

In the last 53 years, Portland has built 3 bridges:

Glenn L. Jackson Bridge (I-205), 1982 (The biggest crossing of the Columbia River)

Tilikum Crossing (Max Lightrail and Pedestrian Bridge, no cars), 2015

Sellwood Bridge, 2016 (Replaces an old bridge, one lane in each direction)

Our top three newest, non-freeway, automobile bridges crossing the Willamette River are:

Sellwood, 2016 - 10 years old
Morrison, 1958 - 68 years old
St. Johns, 1931 - 95 years old

The Burnside Bridge is 100 years old and the Hawthorne, Steel, Broadway bridges are even older.

The Ross Island bridge is also 100 years old.

The dams are also getting old and population is certainly dropping. But population is likely not dropping fast enough to cope with this aging infrastructure. This LIBERTY BELL curve population decling that I'm suggesting seems to be the real deal way to cope with this.

2026-05-17    19:55:15 PM

This page: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_dams_in_the_Columbia_River_watershed states that:

Dam Name	Capactiy (MW - megawatt)	Year Construction Complete
John Day Dam	2,485	1971
The Dalles Dam	2,038	1957
Bonneville Dam	1,190	1937 / 1981

As far as I understand, these three hydroelectric dams on the Columbia River provide Portland Oregon the majority of their electricity. These three dams are:

55 years old
69 years old
89 years old

2026-05-17    19:37:39 PM

Some housing statistics on the SE side of town to illustrate that a lot of the housing we have here in Portland was built well before any of us were born and is rather large housing from 1,600 sqft to 3,000 sqft. I was just clicking randomly and weeding out a duplex or two. It's fair to say that the majority of housing on this side of town is like that.

Even stuff built in the 1960's was not built by the boomer generation.

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2026-05-14    13:39:58 PM

2026-05-14    08:20:40 AM

If this works, it'll be the most psychotic career shift ever. -rlr

2026-05-13    19:39:56 PM

I'm in this perpetual "prove it" thing in life. Like in the movie Contact. Will anyone believe me? Are you trying to starve me to death?

2026-05-13    19:22:45 PM

2026-05-13    18:48:08 PM

I'm the whistleblower, right? It's my job.

2026-05-13    18:47:15 PM

I use powered microphones and mixing boards to record music. I've essentially never used anyone else's recordings in my music. No "canned beets", right?

"These aren't the canned beets you're looking for." - Obi-Wan

Max headroom. Onyx. Sanctuary.

You can't hear a tuning fork when it is struck until you touch it on your head, right? How do you think an antenea works? I am extensively trained in the overtone series. Perfect pitch. Delusions. Engineering.

Trust me on this. I've been massively abused. When I feel like I'm enduring more abuse, I get flaming mad. I have $10.29 right now.

Do I use tuners to tune my instruments? Well, only the piano. Not sure that I really need to though. I'm not perfect, but I'm accustomed to holding a tuning slide in my hand and my wrists are giving out. Not like I could do much more physical labor anyway. Does the USA really eject worn out workers to the street? Again? And again?

I get flaming mad about all this.

Rachel Lydia Rand's Medical Record

Look, my medical record is full of inaccurate information. If you are under intense stress and are admitted to the mental hospital and you are behind a locked door with the threat of court order to keep you there, and then have a medical professional drilling you with questions, you may tell them some odd things. They lead you with their questioning. And then they make all kinds of inaccurate records about what you told them. They simply do not have enough time to really get to know you.

Look at these pages:

1,179
1,181
1,282
1,285
100

I especially hate this line from my medical record:

"FAMILY HX: Father had alcohol abuse and is now deceased (though patient wonders if he faked his own death). Mother has h/o depression. Denies any other mental illness in family."

Yeah, my father did have a history of alcohol abuse BEFORE I WAS BORN.

Yeah, my mother had a history of depression. SHE SAW HER BROTHER AND FATHER KILLED IN FRONT OF HER WHEN SHE WAS 12 YEARS OLD.

"Went a whole year without grocery shopping once because he had no money. Reports a h/o depression at times"

Yeah, I have a history of depression at times? Whatever. I was working instead of working at another sexually discriminating job. They probably learned something in church or at a Grateful Dead show that if you see RAND, be sure not to pay her and make sure she gets a good dose of hazing. Basically treat her like shit because she will be the communistic leader of the free world someday.

MS RAND

2026-05-13    17:58:19 PM

2026-05-12    21:51:01 PM

Q: What is the connection between corporations, wall street, index funds and retirement? .... And the Donkey Kong pie factory?

You know, I just hear this rhetoric all the time. The protest complaints and well, what can be done about it? They seem to be against corporations yet they need that system to protect them from the randomness of sales and for their retirement accounts. The money itself, through the FED, needs moderate inflation, yet we have a decreasing population. The poiticians say "Grow the economy", yet those days are over. You can't grow an economy where practically all the men and women are working and there is decreasing population.

That system has to crumble, even if resources were not diminishing. And resources are likely diminishing, rapidly. This is all insane out there.

Rachel Lydia Rand 12MAY2026

2026-05-12    21:36:35 PM

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2026-05-12    20:58:37 PM

It's just disturbing to have been running a website since 1999 with all my solo music, apps, games, books, politics, cooking etc.... and essentially not get a single sale.

I'm like a static charge looking for somewhere to ground.

It is against my religion to have third party advertising on my website. The religion I grew up in.

Rachel

2026-05-12    20:40:18 PM

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2026-05-12    12:02:42 PM

Q: Is the USA bullish on communism or would they like to try capitalism with massively reduced natural resources?

MS RAND

2026-05-11    20:40:08 PM

For some reason, I've been massively tortured.

MS RAND

2026-05-11    20:26:37 PM

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roaring_Twenties#Radio

2026-05-11    19:58:05 PM

It could be that we are getting rid of the recylcing systems except for metal. Plastic recycling was good for making decks. Paper was good for the larger population. It creates complexity though. More processing places. Different gear to maintain. Finished product to ship. Installers. Advertisers. Retail locations.

MS RAND

2026-05-11    05:38:49 AM

Are people living in tents peeing in gallon milk bottles and then taking them to the homeless shelter to empty them? Or are they dumping them in the river each day?

Did they stop peeing decades ago?

Are they there when you are not there? How many nights do you think you'd survive on the sidewalk? Would you like to join ME FOR ANOTHER 300 days?

Want to go on a walk from Mexico to Canada sleeping on the ground each night? Grab some "energy" bars at the nearest coop along the route? Setup the tent to stay out of the rain?

Stay in a hotel? Have some friends in all the churches? Go through security at the Portland Jewish Center?

MS RAND, Have you met Eric Powell? You know, that drummer guy who comes into my living room as I'm having a lovely day and declares "I'm concerned about you Rachel. I'm taking you to the Unity Mental Hospital." I should have grabbed my razor sharp Chinese Cleaver and ejected him. I have endured so much abuse from him in the last few years. I don't care what book stores, coffee shops or streets are named after him.

Are you all just conspiring to cut off my head and drag it down the street? What is this?

2026-05-11    04:32:53 AM

Something is not right here. I suspect that the majority of the population is participating in some sex orgy thing that is getting people to be humble workers to keep this industrialism going. At the expense of using me as a target of hate.

There is no such thing as homelessness, is there? It's just me.

I am not into this.

MS RAND PO rt LAND ORE gone

Q: Who has my 1980 Chinese Business Stamp?

2026-05-11    02:18:35 AM

I walked into the Embassy Suites in the fall of 2018 and asked to rent the presidential suite. The clerk said that it is available, but they needed to do some cleaning on it. So I took my acoustic guitar to the lobby and started playing.

Then I started interacting with some of the guests who were having some food in the lobby and the management of course asked me to leave. A day or two later and I was in the mental hospital, again. Clean and sober, of course. With a partially dislocated right shoulder. My theory is that Bill Hunt pushed me over. I was tortured by Bill Hunt IN THE VA HOSPITAL. He was tempting me like he is just around the corner, like just when I was drifting off to sleep. I'd jump up and look around and nothing.

Then my uncle was also a patient there. I couldn't say a dang word to him either. He said to me "You gotta get me out of here."

WTF?

Like you can just strike up a conversation and meet people at a coffee shop. At an AA meeting. At a church. NO WHERE I GO WILL DO ANY GOOD. A three year old child can boss me around. And I'm running for Commander in Chief. What do you think is a reasonable next step?

Would Marge understand?

Would anyone want to go on this jouney with me? Is it adventurous enough for you?

I want this Apple Donut building cleared out.

MS RAND

2026-05-10    16:19:15 PM

I don't know exactly why I find this so funny:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raney_nickel

It just feels like some janky industrial sin that makes it possible for like half of us to be alive :-)

2026-05-10    11:19:14 AM

It's just weird, right? That my social security record says that I had NET income of $114,104 by the time I was 28 and had finished most of my touring of the world.

I'm uncovering numbers like these every day. And events in my life that are not random events, but they seem like they are. It's likely we have 100 homeless people in Portland at most. People are so capable of lying it's impossible to know what the facts are.

Rachel Lydia Rand

Tobias Reed is our Secretary of State in Oregon? This is the Tobias bass that Spencer is playing. It's the bass that I played HIGH TIMES on in South America. Spencer had just gotten in the Navy at age 18 and showed up when we got back from our tour. Spencer and Shaun were the only people to be with me in my mediation space. Like in my entire life.

RAND

2026-05-09    15:20:00 PM

Q: How would you like all of your recorded/streamed music to stop functioning, including your movies and then have such limited transportation that all you'll ever hear again are the musicians in your neighborhood?

How good would they have to be for you to support them?

What would you do with the rest of your time? Do you like coding software? Do you like playing games? Do you like playing baseball? Do you enjoy the dishes, laundry and walks?

You know, I'm a total druggy who enjoys smoking ground dandelion in a bong in my meditation area. I wouldn't want to not use a filter on THAT.

Y?

Well, you weren't supposed to get high in the military, right? Hey, the only pot I had from 1993 through 1998 was an ounce of brick weed that I bought with a strip of acid when I WAS OUT OF THE NAVY. Taking a little breaky wake. But my transmasculine wife needed me to earn more money.

Not like the brick weed did much. Hey, I just met this tripper guy at a data entry job I did for minimum wage after playing trombone for Hillary Clinton and playing at Mt. RUSH-more. He offered me some acid while I was waiting for the ounce of weed or something. I was like, OK. Well, I had an excellent time taking it and transcribing that Bob Mintzer solo on New Rochelle, by the Yellowjackets.

Naw, there is no bee connection over here. "The B side of Asia Alpha ending with the one on one." Here, I have the .mp3 right here. I'll pause the Jamiroquia didji jam and verify.... It's called Eye to Eye, makes sense, right? The eye to eye one on one :-)

C:\ > Zzz

It's "Open Your Eyes". That Geoff Downs keyboard thing and then the vocal round and round.

No....

C:\ > Zzz

It's "Midnight Sun"! The one on one! On Midnight Sun. Really, the B Side was all I listened to after a while ( I'd put the smiley dog/cat here. ) I'd fast forward through the A side. I had it on cassette. A baby blue colored, Geffen cassette tape. And it had some sine wave octave test strip sound at the beginning of it.

The walls of the family home were buzzing so bad in the summer you could hardly hear the grass grow! We didn't have crickets though. That's kinda how it is in the PNW. I wandered through a new housing development south of Olympia, near that corn maze place. Wow! The brush in that area was so knarly. Wouldn't want to wander off the road there.

The wasps liked the prune tree and there was a knott that came out in the center of a branch that a had fallen long ago that they enjoyed. And the mud by one of those 3' swimming pools with that thin blue metal wall stuff. Water is frigid up here. The ocean. Not many people in it. Caves are amazing though! You tend to crawl up the rock cliffs on the beach.

Sam was crabbing with some cages and putting cooked chicken in there to catch them. It's kind of a trade I guess.

The 5 string Tobias :-)

2026-05-09    12:30:48 PM

It's just another $5 product that I bought that didn't work out. I could take it back to the store. This other one, after I tried it, I thought it was pretty neat! So I bought it again and it continued to work well.

It's just another YouTube video that I clicked the skip button on, right? Why are people so stingy? I put music on my site for 27 years and never get a book sale?

2026-05-09    12:17:14 PM

Q: How big is all of this?

Well, if you saw the video of me in the parking lot yesterday morning, you'd know that my little phone on the microphone boom stand looks kind of like a hospital bag of saline or one of those carts they have with the blood pressure monitor.

Can you even prove that a blood pressure test works? I mean, the concept seems solid enough. You'd have to count it. I recommend that you ask THEM to teach you ON THEM. That is what I'll be doing in the future. I need to know that works.

Heroine? Like the damsel in distress type? With a needle blood test? I've had that done tons of times. Taken their little pills. I know the pills I started out with were not all that good. But when I did the downtown naked thing on the 12-20-2012 date, they started giving me paliperidone and it was much, much better. Apparently Shaun was given respiridone. They say that paliperidone is metabolized respiridone. Shaun's breast growth was bad and he said he had surgery to correct it. He had bad tattoos.

* those blood test tubes may be pressurized, but there still must be quite a lot of blood going into them. I had one non-pressurized blood draw and wow, they sure took a lot of blood fast.

My male junk may be broken now, but that doesn't mean I have to subscribe to further tearing down my health. It doesn't mean I have to de-feminize. Without flow, you'll have that problem. There are always problems.

My theory is that the religious world order has been poisoning people as part of the FED Dual Mandate, adopted in 1946 on the heels of WWII and the Great Depression. They have created some crazy party culture that burns out quickly and they become humble workers.

We need a slower party culture.

I don't have all the answers, but my hunch is that condoms are the best option and oral sex in either direction is not all that good for either party. I know that many condoms are way too small for me.

I saw Jillian on the bus a few months ago. Most likely. Didn't say hi. Just doing my normal thing. She looked amazing! Since I did live with her at her mom's when she was with my dad, she likely saw that I had a Minidisc (MD) camera bag full of extra large Trojan condoms. I certainly would have been using condoms for having sex unless my female partner requested that I did not. I had learned through the grapevine of society, that after "menupause", women can't get pregnant. So I've had lots of sex with 3 older women in the last 25 years and all three of them died in their 60's. Not sure what that was all about, but that is my little report. All three of them were amazing! I definitely had a lot more sex with the two that were not drinkers. Had the most with the one who didn't drink, smoke or do drugs. She was a little hottie! We had a wonderful time together. Or she was putting on one hell of a show for me! :-)

Not that I get all that adventurous in the bedroom. I'm a transwoman baby! But I do have some daily work to take care off.



right?

p.s. I don't normally gamble. I just enjoy doing quality work.

** you never know what is in the pill THEY give you, right? Or the food, mostly.

*** those carts with the blood pressure monitors may have that design because of the microphone boom stand and my fond usage of them. Those wind turbines are also odd devices. Solar panels too of course. I just don't know. You aren't going to get many solar panels on a high rise though and in this city, you may be able to liquidate the dead and pump their remains into the high rise buildings to grow plants in the windows. With a robot army to take care of them if you wish. We live in an odd time folks. I think E.T. would be coding games all day like me! "Wow, you people really got lucky in this solar system! I think I'll stick around for a while. Have you seen the cat?" ( that's the ran out of resources before the baby boom concept, right? )

**** "If I don't invent the lightbulb FIRST, I'll be disgraced and die in financial ruin." - Thomas Edison

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2026-05-09    05:48:14 AM

Them: "Buyer beware."

Rachel: "I don't know what's in this box. I've never had this INSTANCE of this item before! It may kill me before I know what it really is. It's just a weird jokey woke."

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2026-05-08    19:28:13 PM

Q: Maybe "they" are not aware of how the degree program(s) work at BerkLEE?

2026-05-08    14:21:39 PM

Studying Federal Prisoners

1. Terry Nichols

Terry is Timothy McVeigh's "fertilizer" supplier essentially. :-) ( I've got a "NO" background myself. ) Timothy McVeigh blew up that Federal Building in Oklahoma City in 1994 which killed 161 people and removed a whole side of a high rise building. Timothy McVeigh was executed in like 2000, but Terry Nichols is still alive in prison apparently.

I feel that Terry is part of my life story. To show that it can be done. If Timothy had used that in the Portland Terminal Cluster, it would have been up to millions of people. The world order likely forced them to do that the same way they have been forcing my friends and I to do the things we have been doing.

2. Stephen Paddock

Stephen was 64 years old and living in a retirement community near Las Vegas when he rented two rooms in a Las Vegas hotel high rise and then used automatic weapons to kill 60 people and wound 413 others apparently. He seemed to have a good life. He was globetrotting with his girlfriend for years on cruises before his shooting spree. And then he sent her alone to her native Philippines with $100,000 two weeks before the shooting. He was quiet and methodical and kinda sick. Probably in more ways than one. Yuck!

Cynthia and I went to a Victor Wooten concert the day after Stephen Paddock's mass murder event. On October 2^nd 2017. That was a bit of a freaky day to go to a concert and Victor opened the show with "Good evening. I'm Marcus Miller." We're all family here. That was weird. Cynthia died of natural causes on August 2^nd 2019.

3. Susan Smith

Susan's father committed suicde when she was 6 years old. Susan attempted suicide at 13 years old and at 18 years old (in 1989). She is a little over six months younger than me. Just a couple months younger than Elon Musk. She had two children. She was convicted of "drowning her 3 year old and 1 year old children in a car in John D. Long Lake in 1994". Her step father molested her and they frequently had sex up until 6 months before the murders. She had an affair with a married man right after she graduated high school in 1989 ( the same year I graduated ). He ended that affair. Then she married David Smith who she had her two sons with.

Not an ideal childhood and her step father certainly sounds like he had some world plot agenda going. Obviously tied to my story and politics.

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2026-05-07    08:40:26 AM

We've got the space program in the USA. They have it in Russia too. Ironically, Africa only comes in third. ( That's called "show" in the Win/Place/Show system. )

"So much space it's hard to get anywhere...."

MS RAND, Rachel Lydia-r

.... good for house parties, right? Pulling weeds. Planting some too!

2026-05-06    11:30:45 AM

Look. I don't want people lying to me. If you are not convinced that we are at this end of industrialism moment, THEN DO NOT VOTE FOR ME. That's essentially what you are voting for with me. Don't treat me as some political clown. It's uncertain enough.

I'll get some money from these lawsuits and likely retire to some suburban place if this big change is not happening. That's all I will do. This is crazy big and distressing for me. I feel like the whole world is laughing at me and has been my whole life because of this ANN RAND business that I was very slow to catch on to.

I was simply living my best life.

Rachel Lydia Rand

2026-05-05    22:06:42 PM

My little theory is that "probiotics" are recommended for some kind of genocide procedure. If so, I suggest we do things differently now, but what do I know? I'm working these lawsuits as part of the lawyer training of my U.S. Presidential work.

When you bring in the Atheism "religion" that I was raised in, I'm able to legally challenge healthcare PROVIDERS and EMPLOYERS even more that healthplans themselves. Without good non-religious options in the community, the organizations I can go to with help for food/clothing/shelter are the VA, HUD and the SSA. All three have been a source of major problems for me with their treating me for being delusional, putting stress on me to work/get a job, when I'm obviously doing massive amounts of work to get into a decent career instead of flipping burgers or cleaning toilets in office buildings for my entire life.

People, especially in Portland Oregon, saying that the US Military is some kind of organization that we don't need and is implied to be some kind of loser management tool to get enlisted people to "man up" is not correct at all. With our industrialism, we are all relying on mechanical energy systems which can be destroyed quickly by a terrorist attack (like the Oklahoma City Federal Building bombing by Timothy McVey and his partner (who is apparently still alive in Federal Prison)).

Our military is a hardware thing and it's not just about protecting these life saving/giving devices in our homes and communities. We melt down that first generation metal to make these objects we use and even love sometimes. People in the military, largely enlisted people, are the keepers and operators of that hardware.

The ARMY RESERVE and no doubt the ARMY itself is there to help, ON THE GROUND, in case of natural disaster. Natural disasters which WE NEVER SEE in Portland Oregon, because we don't have things like hurricanes and tornados are so infrequent, they happen about once every decade or two.

If, or rather when, these systems cannot be continued, we will be forced to drop population. Our media and libraries appear to be filled with fiction. Not only the fiction books, but the NON-FICTION books and documentaries as well. I'm the whistleblower candidate here. right? You can hear that if you are anywhere near me. Yet I am here to tell you that my just being on a stage blowing my whistle really isn't big enough to put this message out there properly.

I can only assume that the world is about to unleash some show of military power throughout every city in the world in some kind of prolonged show of military force at the apex of industrialism and humanity itself. It seems reasonable that we need everyone alive to be fully convinced that we are doing this thing of dropping population and lies and medical deception are NOT THE WAY to carry out this population drop which can only be labeled as a genocide.



MS RAND (it can be seen as a masters of science title, right?)

2026-05-02    16:10:27 PM

Sober, saab, sob er

Bill Hunt, Nirvana, Taylor Swift

I want all these people out of here.

2026-05-02    10:30:18 AM

If I survive another 10 years, Barack Obama and I may be the only two living US Presidents, right? It sure would be nice from my point of view. I'm pretty introverted.

Rachel

2026-04-30    15:44:06 PM

Define: "I'll add my two cents."

Two senses. Audio and visual. As in light and sound vibration via TV/Internet.

Got it. Dream of the Blue Geo Metro Turtles. Two senses. Now just five.

You learn something every day.

Rachel - last day of April, 2026

2026-04-30    13:26:45 PM

You see...

The dial up connection wasn't fast enough to play X-Wing. So I had to wait a couple years..

Rach

2026-04-30    13:17:10 PM

Q: How many times has Rachel bought beer in the stores?

A: Well, I'm certain I can count it on my fingers and toes. Likely just on my fingers. Not that I'm against beer. It's just not my groove.

I explicitly remember 3x. 1992, 1999, 2017.

I remember buying beer at a pub on my own in 1993 (it was a pizza place or blowling alley), 1998, 2004.

I went out to beers after work with people in 1997, 1998, 2007, 2008?, 2010, 2011?

Patty asked me to drink a beer at Outback a couple times. Like 2x. Like in 2015, 2016. I drank like 4-6oz of beer with a steak or my usual Bloomin' Onion and potato soup (Walkabout Soup).

I drank some like fourloco with a homeless like person in 2002. He just pulled me into that. I think I vomitted, but not sure.

I certainly did some hard alcohol along the way. Like a few gallons of run at home in 1994. Some hard liquor shots after MJO gigs on Beale St in like 1994, 1995 (just a couple times). Um. Gin and Tonic when touring a little bit perhaps? Like hotel lobby. You know, some warm beer after a couple gigs in South America. Beer in Europe when I toured in 1989.

Um, warm tequila in my meditation studio in 1999, 2000. Um, a couple mixed drinks from a cookbook in like 2009? Wine with Ena. Box wine with Ann. Almost always with them. ( my two official wives )

My following of Sting got me into Jack and Coke in 2020-2022. I had some torture stuff going on with hard alcohol in 2024. I was also crunching my balls so bad that I almost shut down my kidneys. Not sure what it was about. I just want a nice home and work life doing my political thing, coding software, making music, having dinners, doing some yardwork, doing laundry, going on some walks.

In my dress and heels of course. Transgender surgery would be amazing. I do hope to die without my cock. Not kidding about that. If it can be done where I survive more than a day and I'm pretty well not useful for anything and still looking good. ( this dynamic gets complicated obviously )

Again, I'm the kind of drug user that saves a single hit of acid for 2 years and then does it 2 weeks after my wife dies and the place is all cleaned up and I just want a reflective moment. I'm 55 though, so it doesn't do much for me. Maybe it does for others? It doesn't do much for me.

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I got the trigger about my fancy clothing this morning. The negative trigger (twice actually). And my response was that I simply do not want to live without my fancy clothing. Hey, I can fit 100% of my clothing in one washing machine load, so I'm not that excessive.

I brushed and flossed daily in my year sleeping on the sidewalk, but I didn't shave. I had no money for shaving and hated it mostly. I cut my hair with Singer sewing scissors, mostly for entertainment. Just kinda hacked at my full head of hair a bit. Super glue some beads in. Just a couple.

I have 3 DVDs now:

1. Oh, God! Book II
2. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith
3. Terminator 2: Judgment Day

I want to buy another next month. Here is my ideas:

1. Men in Black Trilogy (I got MiB3 from the library last month and wow, it really stuck with me!)
2. Star Wars V: The Empire Strikes Back (Probably my least favorite of the 6 movies, but wow, the middle of the movie and the cloud city part. Yoda's home. Super Star Destroyers.

I think I had another idea too, but those are the top 2 today.

I've got a USB DVD Lightscribe player in my cart. For $29. It's been there for like a year. If I get it, then I can get Jedi Outcast and Hoyle Board Games 1999 ( for Zen Bones and Backgammon ). And a couple others. But I could just buy an old PC tower or mini tower with a DVD drive. But, well, maybe. The USB DVD would be more flexible. It's not really for playing DVDs on my computer. That's always a janky thing with it skipping and stuff.

Steam is an excellent platform, but I really don't like being online that much. I like playing games offline. I hate loging in to play a simply game. So much that I'm willing to code clones for ALL the old arcade games I enjoy from the early 1980's. That's not very practical though. And not quite the same. It's a different kind of fun. In many ways, I enjoy coding games more than playing them though. It's kinda the same with music. Of course I listen to other people's recorded music. From my mp3 collection on my phone and my computer. It's kind of like clothing in that I don't want to live without that stuff. But not as bad as clothing. I make my own music, but this clothing thing is very important to me.

This feminizing is a lifelong dream come true. I've been tortured in all kinds of ways about it. Giving conflicting information if you have been viewing me from hidden cameras. My mind is conflicted with it too of course. Not in a "I want to detransition way". I'd never, ever say that. I'm transfeminine to my core. It's taken time and effort to come out though. Crazy cool journey, especially before my political job ramped up into a torture job for years. My transfeminine style has evolved, but the work torture is this other beast I have to deal with.

OK, moving this to the miri-2 page. I posted on MS-RAND, but this is more personal stuff. Kinda life hack stuff that you can consider adopting for yourself or a getting-to-know me thing. It doesn't matter all that much to me whether people consume this kind of stuff. But the presidential stuff, yeah, that's pretty important. No one can avoid the president's message. That's built into the job. I despise advertising, but this president thing is the top advertising game.

When people are concerned about your grip on reality or how aware you are, they tend to ask:

"Do you know what city you are in?"

"Do you know what year it is?"

"Do you know who is president?"

right? That is the way it works and this platform is crazy huge, so everyone needs to have some connection with me over this. Thousands of so called homeless people in this city sleeping on the streets around my house so I can count how many thousands there are and try to assess if they are truly cronically homeless and have homeless living skills is something that would be interesting.

It's one thing to see 77 people sleeping on the Burnside Bridge, but it's quite another thing to see 12,000 people sleeping on the sidewalk in your neighborhood for 4 months. Right? These are flat out lies, right? Homeless for 25 years? AND Christian? Not likely. You may have bad teeth, dumpy clothes, poor genetic lineage. But sleeping on the ground for 1,200+ days like me? Not likely. Not that many. Not right here. Not that long.

It's likely not just because I'm a toothpick. Sleeping on Portland cement is painful. Your hips hurt prompting you to roll over. In a car, a subcompact car, your legs hurt from being bent up all night. The city buildings only provide so much protection against the sun in the summer. Late October in Seattle, it becomes impossible to play the zen whistle flute more than 10 minutes. Walking without shoes will tear your feet up and slow you to a crawl.

You'd have to have a pretty good bag situation to have a loaf of bread, peanut butter, and jelly with you. Living on bananas alone would likley not work all that well in the "I'm running out of engery before I can last 24 hours" way. Walking past empty buildings all night, every night, looking for a restroom IS TORTURE. Walking past the "restrooms are for customers only" signs on the closed establishments.

Masterbating night after night. It's not like you can take a roll of paper towels with you. It's disturbing to be masturbating at 6am and have people walking past you to go to work. Disturbing being rich enough to be able to board the bus and find it full of people commuting to the office on a Monday morning, with sleep in their eyes and a newspaper in their lap and I have a sleeping bag and a briefcase. I couldn't believe it was happening. I kept my cool. Put on a little show of disbelief and put the briefcase on my lap, opened it up to get my math/programming work out, clipboard and blue pen, close the case and use it as my table. var c = (1/Math.cos(pi / 6)) * velocity;

Or writing code to resize the scrollbar handle when an item gets added to the listbox.

Rich and famous? Useful for what? Living wage? Simple food? Fancy clothing? Union dues? Higher education? Street smart? In the field research? Design ideas?

Well, I guess I'm through sleeping. What should I do today? Well, it's been a month. I think I'm due for a shower and laundry at Rachel's place.

Like let's just do it like it was done at Woodstock except instead of 3 days, let's make it 15 years?

But I've had a wood burning fireplace in my one bedroom house with the full length, craigslist $50 office sale couch at the foot of the bed. With the non-electrical iron being used as a doorstop which I can move to reveal the 30" SHARP Electronics TV w/Panasonic DVD/Blueray player. With my custom built DVD rack above it that I built when my mom visited for the first and only time. I had worked it out so that with glue and some carefully placed nails, no nails would be showing. It was likely just shy of a professional quality build, but it was my first time making something like that and it was friggin' sweet!

I miss it, but then again, not at the top of my list for replacement items.

Let's just tear down and build it up. One, more, time.

It's Emmit with Taco Tuesday, right? The cat poster from the other galaxy? Cinco de mayo

Rachel (I guess the main page is fine, right? Lots of political content here. No edit I guess....)

2026-04-30    12:13:29 PM

I'm with the QUiX Chocolate milk (with raw eggs) team.

You know, the RUSH connection. Not the drag team.

"Dad. Are you in the studio again? Come home right now." - (it's a Marcus Miller thing, I'm not apparent, so I don't really know)

2026-04-30    11:30:40 AM

The first three cds that I bought were:

1. Miles Davis: Amandla
2. Miles Davis / Marcus Miller: Siesta
3. Pink Floyd: Dark Side of the Moon

I bought the first Sony Discman. In 1991. A hammock in my bedroom and a mexican yoga blanket that I would take to the park on my bicycle. It was 1991. Not 1990 and not 1992. I was living in different places those years, so that memory and date is clear.

Those records that I listend to before CDs were amazing. Wonderful artwork! 1'sq. Double albums could be opened up to 4, 1' sides. I doubt I would listen to the records themselves these days, but the covers are amazing.

Records had the same problem as tapes. They stretched and scratched. Wear out. CDs and DVDs wear out too. But not if you take care of them. The will last a crazy long time if taken care of.

Like the one in the beginning of Star Wars. With R2 and the princess. I think Carry Fisher died at 59 years old.

Rachel

2026-04-28    18:25:15 PM

Just looks like an old building, right?

2026-04-28    18:07:05 PM

2026-04-28    17:31:30 PM

2026-04-28    17:18:01 PM

2026-04-28    05:46:49 AM

You see, the other two parts of the three part plant fertilizer system we use are apparently minerals, but this nitrogen fertilizer is quite different. It sounds like you can just dig up the other two, but the nitrogen portion needs this electrical process. And electricity isn't the main problem there, it's the natural gas.

It's like, yeah, there is a lot of energy coming from the sun just like Elon Musk says in that 26 minute video on the Tesla about environmental impact page. But we are obviously taking more than the sun is providing. And my bet is that it is incorrect what we have been told about the carbon cycle. It's likely going up to the moon to a high degree. The planet was just closer to the sun before, so it was getting more and humans weren't here to use it up at the accelerated rate that we are.

So, just more justification to downsize by not having many children. I mean, I kind of vote for having children, just not keeping them alive. The Death After Birth Law. I'm quite serious about that. I don't have all the facts, but I'm working on it.

Book sales and/or contributions and a vote would help me continue my research. I'm going to be working on this stuff anyway, so it feels crazy disrespectful to not be paid for this work. And that is why I get so flaming mad. I want a normal working salary. I have 17 cents right now. Not even kidding about that.

Rachel Lydia Rand....

2026-04-28    05:32:09 AM

2026-04-25    05:58:56 AM

Look, this is absurdly ridiculous, but I now have 17 cents to my name and next to no data left on my phone plan. So I'm not going to be posting until well into our primary election cycle here.

I think you are all crazy if you are protesting or talking negatively about our politicians and are going to vote for Sen. Jeff Merkley again instead of writing me in. Rachel Lydia RAND.

we'll see now, won't we? . . . . . . . .

* I filed 3 massive federal civil lawsuits yesterday. I'm pressing forward, with or without you.

2026-04-24    20:13:25 PM

Just think about the exporting of pine trees. We weren't capable before of moving them a long distance like we are now. Sure, they tend to keep growing, but wow, we are taking a lot of material out of that environment.

I was sorting through my rice grains this evening. Sam often talks about saxophone reeds being lower quality now.

What, is the plan that we are just going to make everything out of metal now? And we will be sustained for centuries more on cows that eat grass seed in the field and are finished with some corn? And the fields won't miss any of that or we'll just take all the sludge from the waste water treatment plants and move it back out to the fields? Or it was all headed toward the ocean anyway via the groundwater seeping back into the rivers and the oceans?

The sun is obviously giving us something. You can feel it, but you can't really touch it. I suppose you can say that everything comes from the sun, but that really isn't the only important fact.

It's like that old lady who I was talking with while we were waiting for the library to open. I asked her if any of this political stuff in the news makes sense? And she said that she doesn't have much time left in life and it's all such a blur. Who knows? And I was like, yeah, I feel that. And then like a dog walks by. Well....

The stray cat strutt. "Hey, do you have a can opener?" "Uh, what do you got?"

Patty was like, let's just put some oil in the 4 quart pot and stick some popcorn kernels in there and put the lid on. Sounds good to me! I even had a salt shaker back then. It had a lovely disbursement mechanism to it.

Rachel

2026-04-22    14:24:25 PM

Look.... I get paranoid. I had 100% of my possessions stolen from me in August 2024 after losing the DNC.

Two months before that, I had a freak out moment after losing the 2024 primary election for an open seat in congress. I found myself 50+ miles north of town, on my bicycle. And then I left it on the side of the freeway and walked back to Portland. It was like I was in the middle of some kind of war.

I bought a bikini type outfit with a string dress over it. I was walking on the freeway and then was in like Kelso at night and I was pumped full of wireless electricity. It was freaky. There was some porn video store across the street. No one around. Like 2am. And then some energy surge hit me in the gut and I was pushed suddenly backward and hit the grass behind me. I was startled and jumped back up immediately.

Then I limped down the block to my left and there was this crappy food pantry there. The crappiest you could ever imagine. And I was going through some kind of convulsions every 20 minutes sitting in the grass there until the sun came up. Then I limped back onto the freeway and continued south.

And then more and more stuff happened. I don't know what this is. And then I walked back to Portland from Montana in August 2024. My ID still says that I live on a random street corner. I had $24 in an entire year until just the last couple months. I've been told that my entire family has died. My friends have been humiliating me for decades.

I don't know what this is. Is this a celebration of the end of industrialism? Your torturing me like this? I mean, it has been adventurous and fun at times.

OK, the next little crisis is that my internet is going down for a couple weeks now, so don't be 'specting no updates for a while, right?

Rachel, duh! ... ... .. .. . . . . .

Portland Trail Blazers
ripcity
rest in peace, city....

Apparently they were founded in 1970, a year before I was born and my brother Geoff was named after one of the first players. I'm kinda clueless to these things. I've only read one Ayn Rand book, when I was 41 years old. And I was married to Ann for 7 years and she built "the barn". Well....

I just figure out a few weeks ago that what? Was/am I supposed to be the "barn-ett?" Like the rochettes or the rayletts? It's just beyond bizare, really. I'm going to go play some FB Flick Bricker or something.

2026-04-22    12:02:12 PM

These screenshots from Google AI are saying that there are 65 people living on the streets or in vehicles in every square mile in Portland Oregon.

I lived on the streets for almost an entire year in 2003/2004. I was one of very few people who I saw out there who were truly homeless. I was pulled into a long line for some shelter or food thing once. Like they were really homeless or something. I had work to do, so I left after standing there for 20 minutes.

I went to my high school girlfriend's mom's house around the fourth of july 2004 after my brother drove me down to Portland from Seattle. I was suffering from agonizing anal itching. So bad I could barely walk. I had gotten suppositories from the second hospital I visited. They didn't do much. For some reason, I wandered into an AA meeting in North Seattle and they simply laughed at me. I limped from there to West Seattle and Marc drove me to my brother's in Olympia and my brother drove me to Vancouver WA while I was rolling around in agonizing pain in the back seat of his car. With my 4 dimensional math work by my side of course. My briefcase full of math was stolen a few weeks before.

My brother dropped me off at Sam's in Vancouver, but he wasn't home. So my brother just left me there. I limped to downtown Portland and then to Betty's place. I walked through Marshal Park with clear plastic bags on my feet because they were all blistered and who knows what happend to my shoes?

I talked with Betty, but I was of course in terrible condition. Likely talking about math, but who knows? I had been running my website for 5 years. I had music on there with me playing 5 different instruments. I had the Laser Grid animation application that I coded on there. I had an animated slinky. The interactive "bipolar" object.

She had me take a shower there and gave me some grungy men's clothing. I took off my ribbed black pleated dress pants that I had been wearing on the streets. ( I had been wearing a linen minidress for months on the streets fall 2003. ) I loved those pants and bought them while I was in the Navy.

Then she drove me downtown to the Portland Rescue Mission and gave me $20. I suspected that the Portland Rescue Mission was a religious organization, so I didn't go in there. I went across the street and bought a hamburger and a beer. I drink so little that when my wife/partner died in 2017 and declared "It doesn't matter now. Buy me some beer." I replied "Uh, OK. What kind?" You see, I was a little nervous. I don't buy beer! Like ever!

Just saying. Research lately is saying that I may have been raised more Atheist than anyone in this country. Not even exagerating on that. I have never been in a church or had a conversation about religion with ANYONE IN MY FAMILY. EVER.

It may just be trainging for this president thing. I'm a minority like that apparently. I was raised to believe that perhaps 50% of US Citizens were raised entirely without religion. We didn't celebrate birthdays. I had no idea when Easter was or what it was about. Still don't really.

Just saying. I cannot erase my past nor do I wish to. This feels like some religious hell on my end. Our US Constitution clearly says that there is no religious requirement to be an elected official. We supposedly have seperation of church and state in this country. The US President is known around here to be "Leader of the Free World". Not "The Leader of Capitalism". Or the leader of music, sports awards ceremonies, sexuality, transgenderism.

It's a food/clothing/shelter thing. Human decency. What we can and cannot do. Equality and liberty.

Lanugage is highly delusional by nature. We are the only beings in this solar system using it to this extent. This TV and Wireless stuff just puts the insanity way over the top. It's highly unlikely that there are 65 homeless people within a square mile from here and everywhere else. Something does not add up.

Rachel L. RAND

2026-04-22    08:52:54 AM

Cristiano Ronaldo: $275,000,000/year
Stephen Curry: $156,000,000/year
Tyson Fury: $146,000,000/year

The Weeknd: $298,000,000/year
Taylor Swift: $202,000,000/year
Beyonce: $148,000,000/year

Total: $1.2 Billion, $1,222,000,000 / year

35% * 771,000 homeless people = 269,850 people living on the streets and in abandoned buildings

$1,222,000,000 / 269,850 = $4,528 per homeless person

Wow, that was the most inaccurate calculation I have come up with yet in my presidential work. My software work is based on formulas and I rarely used math like this.

Still, the concept is the same. And this is just 6 people essentially. All my other work clearly points out that homelessness is not about lack of resources. It's about instilling fear into people. And having been on the chronic and extreme poverty end myself, it's extremely torturous to be in that position because you are walking by extreme riches and empty buildings all night long. And for me, having my website full of music, apps and books, it's completely psychotic.

People are attracted to confidence.

They want a show after work. In the evening.

In any case. I believe my role in this world stuff is about the end of this industrial capitalism. I don't have all the facts on why. It should be obvious that what is going on out there on the streets cannot last. I look around and it's people, cars and houses everywhere, yet there is no way to grow enough food here to support even a tiny fraction of us in the neighborhood. I've grown quite a few things myself in my small yard this last decade. Before I lost 100% of my possessions.

Google AI says I should call the FBI to tell them about my severe character assassination and loss of 100% of my possessions. I have a 55 page document that I wrote up last week to bring a lawsuit against HUD, SSA and the VA. I have information on how to get the court fees waived and those executive cabinet organizations would have to respond in 60 days.

Yet I hesitate to do all that. I feel that it should be up to the people and not my little lawsuits. I have my rent paid for by Section 8 / Home Forward and they are giving me $294/month now. And I have my $298/month food card. I have a new dress, heels and nylons. Shaving and hair supplies.

I'm sure many people are quite invested in keeping these industrial lies secret. But the gig may be up on our little production scheme.

MS. RAND

2026-04-22    06:14:05 AM

* I'm the whistleblower presidential candidate.... I have no idea who any of these famous people are.


* edit a couple hours later after doing my weekly shopping.... Just ONE YEAR of Cristiano Ronaldo's salary could take every homeless person off of the streets and buy them a nice house to live in for the rest of their lives.


Everyone complaining about billionaires and the homeless problem, complaining about gridlock in Congress is a liar. You people do not care about homeless people. You need people to be homeless or capitalism would fail. And I am completely sick you you lairs.

Rachel

2026-04-22    06:00:43 AM

I'm the political whistleblower, right?

You are all complaining about healthcare and homelessness IS FAKE NEWS, right?

You don't care about ending homelessness. You need "us" to be homeless to teach lessons to your kids and to spur people into action to build you more sports arenas, concert venues, churches, sports bars etc...

Ms. RAND

2026-04-22    05:43:53 AM

For some reason, I have extensive experience with extreme poverty.

.... and being on the top of the primary ballot. Yet no one seems to know who I am still. I've been running my blog website since 1999 and have posted over 100 original music compositions and have had apps and books on the stores for over a decade and have had vitually no sales and have been going around town, begging for dental floss and TP for a year.

Something doesn't add up here....

Rachel

2026-04-22    05:37:09 AM

Let's be clear, a dentist isn't going to do much for you if you don't use dental floss, right? I was able to go a full decade, in my 30's, without going to a dentist, but I was brushing and flossing daily while I was living on the streets for a year. When the work I did on the streets educating myself in a science finally yeilded a decent paycheck, I spent close to $20,000 on dental work and got all my metal fillings replaced with ceramic onlays.

I haven't been told that I've had a dental cavity since middle school.

I have three crowns now because I "cracked my teeth" chewing unshelled pistachios.

Let's not put the cart before the horse. Dental floss IS Healthcare.

And so is food/clothing/shelter. You're not going to be very productive in society without those things. Homelessness is merely a "show" to young people to frighten them. And for older people, to frighten them. So they better get to work. Be a football star. Be a basketball star. Be a tattoo artist. Make corporate advertising. Wash dogs. Be a dentist. Be a dental hygienist. Build fences and play structures. Manage a bitcoin server.

Rachel

2026-04-22    05:19:12 AM

According to these figures, there are more people working (likely full time) in the homelessness services sector than are actually living on the streets and/or in abandoned buildings. And there is plenty of available housing. The homeless/less fortunate simply "can't afford it".

Of course, because if we stopped paying people to "help them", they would be homeless too. That's how capitalism works, unfortunately.

Rachel

2026-04-21    00:31:15 AM

You're not kidding me. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME IF THEY DON'T BUY MY BOOKS.

Rachel

2026-04-20    21:07:11 PM

Here is my new code to search the 2024 US Presidential Candidates:

2024 US Presidential Candidates

2026-04-14    19:19:08 PM

Ms RAND: Business Financials: Non-Profits

This research that I did seems to make sense. Non-Profit 501c3 Organizations are mostly bound by financial disclosures, not by putting caps on salaries. This research said that the IRS may penalize them for excessive salaries, but filing that 990 public disclosure is the main thing with them.

I mention this primarily because my Ms Rand for President company is still an LLC. I like to say that it is a "Lovely Little Company", not a "Limited Liability Company". I ran my Dot Trombone LLC software comapany (just me with a small amount of contrating help) for 12 years. As an FEC candidate, I am bound to paying myself $61,000/year. I can't go over that.

I'm in it for the job and the work, not the payout. But OF COURSE I don't want or deserve to be in extreme poverty! I am working like crazy over here and it's distressing to know that being tortured this way is a part of my training. It simply makes me a strong candidate to reorganize our monetary system. I'm talking about us eliminating capitalism and monetary wealth. And then issuing us food and clothing cards. And some kind of other card, with the clothing card most likely, for body products. Soap. Cleaners. Towels. We'll have a fuel card too. That's why I coded the Pacific Pride website in 2011 with their mapping system for OTR truck drivers to plan their trips.

Simply.... I am asking for your trust. Changing Ms Rand for President to a 501c3 from an LLC is not what trust is. DO YOU TRUST ME?

Miss Rand

2026-04-11    22:24:03 PM

Q: Are people hazing Rachel?

It's 10:15pm on 4-11-2026. After doing research on filing federal lawsuits and other political things, I wanted to hear a song called The Chosen from The Yellowjackets on their mid 1990's album entitled Dreamland.

So I go to my file browser on the Android phone that I was doing research on. The wifi and mobile data are turned off on it. I go to the search bar and type in "Chosen" and then when I go to press search or enter, I read it and it says "Closen". Well....



Yes, I am being harrassed and electronically tortured. And that is one of the very, very small things that I have to deal with constantly in my UNPAID work.

Rachel Lydia RAND

2026-04-11    14:34:35 PM

Hi.

Look, again, if you don't want me as your senator/president, then I can accept that, I can do my best to accept it and back down a bit. I feel pressure because of my former professional music career and this 250^th American Revolution date. I am after your vote and monetary support so that I can continue and expand my political work.

I need to get a better grip on what this nation has, so travel is in order. I can't do that without money. Without your write-in vote by May 19th, I will not have the kind of support I need to do this work.

I'm sorry if you consider me a spoil sport about my insistence about not playing music with other people and on this upcoming holiday. I declared at the top of this page that I am not a sportsman. I don't understand sportsmanship and I don't understand parents all too well. I am neither of those things.

I have suffered in this late stage capitalistic industrialism and I see other people out there who are likely suffering too. My aim is to end all that politically. It won't make the world perfect, but it should relieve that kind of suffering. I am not into this "rich are stewards of the poor". I believe that it is time to put those days behind us. And to do that, I need your vote of confidence at the polls and I need a SMALL monetary contribution from a lot of people. Almost everyone in this society has more money than I do. I just have massive amounts of skill. I'm asking you to enable me to work this job.

And if you do that, then I need this environment around here to change. You do not go barking orders to the president. You show them your trust after decades of training. If people start barking orders at me, I will resign. I am sick of being flaming mad at Americans. PROVE TO ME YOU ARE BETTER THAN THIS. Don't get paranoid, I'm talking about YOU. All of you who have not contributed to me or voted to me. That's almost everyone.

I was just researching electricity generation and realized that a big piece of it is natural gas. That's bad news for electricity, right? When I was walking from Montana to Oregon, or on my drive to Montana, I saw an array of Wind Turbines. I saw them all spinning in the same direction at the same rate. And then I saw one suddenly switch direction, and then I think it switched back after a period of time. That is some kind of evidence that perhaps wind power like that doesn't even work at all. Not saying I know for sure.

Believe me, I'm serious about this stuff and working it out. I need some resources.

Rachel

2026-04-10    11:32:21 AM

Q: Would you like to talk about racism?

Do you remember that Eddie Murphy SNL ( Saturday Night Live ) sketch where he dresses up as a white man and then notices how white people give him better deals and talk to him different when there aren't black people around?

Well, in my world, that might as well be:

1. Churches
2. Parents
3. Medical Professionals

It's the fatherhood bonus, right? You get married with the church and then they let you in on all the little secrets the church has been keeping about how the body and society works.

"Master Skywalker, there's too many of them. What are we going to do?"

The only way I can make sense of this is that a whole world revolution has been put on my shoulders and I am doing EXACTLY THE RIGHT THING. It's a crazy stressful situation for one person. Having to stand up for my introverted culture, my transgenderism, my music, my software. So many stress points have been put down in my personal life and in our culture at large that it is pure insanity for me to suggest that Capitalism is OVER. That we need to kill children under 1 year old. Almost all of them, for a good deal of time here.

All kinds of people do jobs that are not music and many of them likely wish they had a better life and could do music or sports for a living. Well, under my watch, they will now have the time for that. This is actually a really good time to be alive for the most part. I'm working this president job to ensure that it is good for us AND OUR, _{much smaller}, future generations.

Miss RAND 2026-04-10

2026-04-09    17:24:41 PM

2026-04-09    14:17:36 PM

2026-04-07    16:37:21 PM

I haven't watched sports since high school. I've never seen a Michael Jordan play.

2026-04-07    16:19:26 PM

2026-04-04    05:16:47 AM

Q: What is a better use of Rachel's time:

1. Bringing lawsuits against the VA, SSA, HUD (malpractice - housing is healthcare, not recognizing PTSD section 12.5, reporting inaccuracies of HUDVASH and other things) without a filing fee because I cannot afford one but I can represent myself.

2. Attempt to make my first good song with lyrics.


Americans, especially those of the Republican Party (apparently), are known for saying "Buy American First". Research a couple days ago said that you can pay a Chinese worker $2/hour or you can pay an American $23/hour + benefits. China has the world factory special location going for it.

I'm frustrated. Does anyone honor or recognize my self education degrees? Essentially 6, 4 year degrees? Am I good enough to teach trignometry to college students? Is trignometry even important?

From my point of view, as someone who recently went a whole year making websites like these, including some fabulous music without lyrics, all these "third places" like concert halls, stadiums, churches, airplanes, hotels, are a waste of money and a drag on things like food/clothing/shelter. They are things that I essentially don't use.

When I do my political talks with people in the last 12+ years of running for federal office, people often tell me "The space race is a waste of time. We need to focus on people. People here on Earth. We need to feed the hungry."

Q: Does that make any sense?

These people will take vactions. Fly in planes. Watch sports on TV which is funded by corporate advertising. Will denounce money in politics. Will denounce musicians who do not play gigs. Will say "buy American" and be against cell phones.

Do these people really, really want to live without recorded music?

I love my little joke of "....and I'm still not even good enough to be President."

Hey, is Time is money? Is everything I do here a waste of time? This site and my life is just some insanity thing by some street person who needs to either be corrected or go to jail for the rest of her life?

You'll pay a Chinese person $2 to have electronic music recordings on demand and then you'll not pay an American Presidential candidate $2 and make her SUPER paranoid about her food being poisoned as part of political training to bring down capitalism and go against American Christian Values?

What are these people's plans? To get rid of all electronics, eat meat only at restaurants, fly around the world, drive wherever they want, with the billionaire's money or at least get better cancer care? Live music with amplifiers only? Go back to having 9 string bass players bowing in the same direction? Tuba on every corner? What year was it when we could mine enough metal to make a tuba?

Do you want a dishwasher or a washing machine? Do you like doing the laundry? Or do you just want to relive your college days and haze some people again? And call it religion?

Miss Rand 2026-04-04.... (no edit check, I've got some other stuffs to do, it's almost 5am)


Hey, if you "give" me your vote AND a small donation, then I may have enough money to buy two motorhomes and go on a "vacation" with my new "gen z team" to the Grand Canyon so that we can measure the moon/seasons with three pices of wood and draw some big circles to further investigate the origins of the trigonometric tables. Do you want to go to the Grand Canyon too? What is your plan? Rich and famous? Just famous? Just rich?

My job page has my special real time search function and shows:

1. 146 resultes for "manager".
2. 51 results for "nurse".
3. 5 results for "warehouse".
4. 3 results for "retail".
5. 14 results for "music".
6. 59 results for "teacher".
7. 10 results for "hotel".
8. 1 result for "cleaning".
9. 0 results for "oboe".

( This page has 10,747 words and I've been trying to keep my message short here, 84 pages. Should I buy stamps to bring lawsuits against executive level cabinets so that I don't have to walk 12 miles a day? What would happen if the electricity went off? Could you connect to the cell tower? Would you know where to get water? RU going to vote the party line this year or are you going to do what I do and learn to play and sing UR? Will you spend time shaming a Presidential candidate for using a famous person's music in her campaign or will you draw some comparison to Bill Clinton to try to shame me that way? )

2026-04-01    08:58:57 AM

2026-03-28    02:54:10 AM

"You can't write on the back of a sheet of paper while looking at the front side." - Miss RAND

2026-03-22    18:49:05 PM

2026-03-22    18:46:29 PM

My opinion is obviously that we are pretty much done with capitalism. We just can't continue anymore because of the global top soil situation, especially because of latex sap. And that will demand that we reduce population one way or another. And I vote to do it civilly as I'm sure the majority of us do. And that means some massive birth control methods for the young generations which is what my Death after Birth Law proposal is about.

This economic thing is a sickness of capitalism. The idea that the rich are stewards of the poor. It sets up Us vs Them. Sure, the rich may be well meaning in their giving, but it can be discrminatory and certainly was to me. Probably on purpose so that I can do the job that I'm doing.

I became aware of "protestant" when researching the religions of US Presidents. I was looking at a list of their religions and then on the next screen they all said "protestant". And that made me aware of "protest" and I am certainly against protesting in general.

People hold out signs with a word or two on them and it just doesn't have meaning. Then you dig into their cause and it doesn't help much. That's my take on it.

The idea is that we are going to zero out all monetary wealth. Essentially starting over, but it will not be starting the old system over. We are going to be in a new economy, one way or another, whether I am alive and doing this or not.

The idea that the hardware stores like Home Depot are going to be cleared out and perhaps even closing their doors. We likely have enough saws and tools in garages all over the country (probably world too of course). We'll be keeping our cars and houses/apartments and stuff. And we'll all get some kind of food stamp card and a gas voucher. New products will be ordered in an online system like Amazon where it is needs based. The same for new cars. Housing will be managed by a network of likely the brick and mortar banks and computer systems like Air BnB.

The idea is 20% employment, 80% unemployment (I'm just improvising numbers of course). We'll enact some kind of draft for those positions. You can declare that you don't want to work and we can see if someone else will volunteer for your position. Working of course puts you in line for better stuff like housing/cars/gas.

Residential natural gas will have to be shut off. No way around that as far as I understand.

The big positive I figured out today is that if we do this drawdown like this, suddenly, then we'll have a surplus of rubber tree latex sap which can be used for CONDOMS! Not sure what health is like for long term condom use for men and women, but they are certainly great birth control devices. Death after Birth seems reasonable too. We've got to reduce population, massively.

My understanding is that we did this thing more for the development of technology than for the stuff itself. So that we can have some limited factories in the future for a much smaller population. With the best of technology. That seems like a reasonable goal. Trying to be steady state with all this doesn't seem to add up.

The future, like the next 50-100 years, is likely to be mostly some kind of scanvenger existence. Housing decaying. Less and less people. Massive unemployment. There will start to be problems with house wiring that will cause increasing house fires. We'll need to replace these circuit boxes in homes which is why I've had two replaced at my place in the last year and a half. We'll need to train people to switch the main breaker off when they leave a place.

The main economic problem will be restuarants. How to allow people to have access to restuarants when we all have the same amount of food credits? That will likely be the basis for metro area democracies.

So, that's about it!

Keep food and clothing going. Some body products and other basic stuff. Enjoy all this surplus we made. Leader of the free world. I want to do the work in DC obviously. We'll have a lot less management, but there are still some things to do. We'll need a SUPER MAJORITY to do this by old rules, so that is the idea of me winning the Democratic and Republican primary this spring as a write in candidate. Go to DC, kick ass. :-) right? Computers, business, music, food, clothing.

RAND

2026-03-22    18:35:59 PM

It's this one that said:



The problem with that "those not willing to work should not eat" bit is that we are in end stage industrialism. We've got people so rich they could never spend all their money. We have 100 year old housing in half the city that has 2,200 sqft in it. We've got people lining up in their little metal boxes every morning, happily warm and listening to the radio, CD or audio book on the way to the office to dole out "supplies" to the less fortunate, as long as they are willing to "work" giving people back rubs, tattoos, dog washes, healthcare jobs, cyber security, bitcoin portfolio management, video game promotion.

It's absolutely insane out there and this does not make sense to me. I've had massive amounts of hate and discrimination put on me over this. Obviously for political means. And now I feel pressure to "put on a musical show". Like "compose a song with lyrics and fight your way into an open mic venue or you will be considered "not willing to work, and should not eat".

So, there we are, right?

RAND, Ms Rachel, L.

2026-03-22    04:41:35 AM

We've got this little thing going on in my high school music community with the bullhorn. I hired a campaign manager in 2017, Connor Amans, and he wanted me to do a bullhorn thing downtown but he got in a scooter accident that day.

Of course I'm not so into this bullhorn idea. I'm not much of a protestor.

I'm digging in more and more on the concept of having to massively drawdown population. I have two main tactics:

1. The Death after Birth Law: Allows anyone to kill any baby who is under one year old. Seems like that would be better for this effort than giving them welfare and having to make it kind of crappy to prevent the system from being abused.

2. I think we need to make this more real and bomb some churches. I want to make it so that if you step into a church, you are putting your life at risk. Way too many people have died for what we have and I put a lot of blame on the churches. Or they are simply lying about a massive amount of stuff. Like womens shoe sizes and catheters. I think they just put a catheter right through your belly into your bladder when you are dying. Makes it easier on the janitor, right? Sounds like industrialism to me.

RAND

2026-03-16    08:22:16 AM

Anyone who hazes anyone else on purpose is unforgivable in my moral code. Not that we are enemies.

This is good news about being sworn into office with the text of your choice or none at all per Article VI of the US Constitution. I'll likely use the Constitution itself, with the Delaration of Independence as I don't think the Constitution has much meaning without it. But with it, it's an excellent document and form of government.

I see the gridlock as a signal that democracy is working the best it can be for the times we live in. If we can all come to a consensus that times are changing with a definite plan of action, then the gridlock will disappear for a time until the restructure is working.

I'm a fan of the US Government in the form that is defined in the Constitution. I'm not a Constitution "thumper", but it's a solid thing. The three legs of the federal government with the checks and balances. The term limits. That's mostly what the constitution does.

The first 9 amendments, known as the Bill of Rights, was felt as not neccessary by a lot of people when it was formed as I understand it. There was much debate about it. There are some more solid things in it than others I suppose.

Just saying that I am not a tear it all down kind of Declaration of Independence type of person. But absolutely that is needed! I just think we'll continue on with it the way it is ( structurally ). I think things will change pretty massively in DC and everywhere else, but it'll trickle down to some other kind of existence through the decades. That's how I feel it will all go. Whether I live another 24 hours or another 24 years. My little informed opinion of it all.

Ms Rachel lydia-r RAND 2026-03-16

2026-03-14    20:17:12 PM

Political parties don't concern me admiral. Bubble form asteriods do not concern me.

Look, my tension has gone through the roof again. It's highly likely that everyone around me is organized to give me a crazy bad ulcer. Again.

It's not the online communication. It's not my black secret service neighbors for the most part. It's the dang city streets and the bus. Those places are complete torture for me. Always have been. I hear them walking down the street right now. Just outside my window. The young party crowd. The tattooed gen x people. The harmony singing boomers. The gen y advertising people.

I watch Terminator 2 on loop. It's the only thing that makes sense to me. I'm part of some crazy small team like that. People I have never met. People who likely don't even know they are part of the team yet. I've got an educational adventure lined up for us. We'll see if anyone cares about us.

Rachel

2026-03-14    07:57:03 AM

As if being transgender is as bad as drunk driving or the booming airline industry with its potential for globally spreading disease.

The innocent idea that we got rid of smoking on airplanes because people were interested in freedom of choice. Not because we hated smokers. Or smoking.

2026-03-14    07:51:16 AM

2026-03-14    04:59:35 AM

2026-03-14    03:58:13 AM

It's like computer security....

It works for a while, but then you have to switch it up.

2026-03-14    03:57:31 AM

I just find this so odd. 1946, 24, 42. And Barack Obama got his law degree at Harvard which is where my uncle taught ecomonics before he "dropped out" with his friend Timothy Leary.

Because I don't have a degree, with my software career, I am portfolio based. I like showing people my work. Like "show don't tell" and well, I often get people calling be a "show off", but I've never heard anyone called a "show on". There is "chow on / chown" to change file or directory ownership in linux. Like my aunt's chow chow dogs with their purple tongues eating the sprouts off the racks she puts on the back porch.

Just the low hanging sprouts. She keeps some for herself at a "higher level". Kinda like the ramp she has for the cat to get in the house up by the gutter so the racoon or squirrel is a little too intimidated to try it.

Just a little bit.

2026-03-03    00:14:59 AM

It's highly likely that our burning is making the moon bigger.

2026-03-02    08:08:09 AM

There is the theory that by driving our vehicles, we are spreading the fumes of the old life in our atmosphere and our breathing them is giving us a better life. And it could be a problem when we stop.

It's amazing how these things are all connected. So multi-purpose. It's just a theory though. Some of my theories are likely correct. Perhaps even the majority of them?

2026-03-02    07:28:13 AM

I don't know what it true here. Still thinking about the nature of coal. Trees fell and all that, but what role did lightning play? You need to be east of a mountain range to produce lightning.

If we have plenty of oil and a way to get to it and get that to the refineries, we could burn it there for electricity instead of put it in our vehicles, because of the natural rubber situation. It's likely just that logistical reality that keeps us from using gasoline for electricity generation at utility scale.

It's a complicated balancing act of course.

2026-03-02    07:11:10 AM

That Iranian Ayatollah "assassination", well, that guy was old obviously. That may have been planned or welcomed. It's hard to know these things. It's half way around the world from where I am. I always focus on the observable. What's out on the streets right now, where I live.

Sure, there could suddenly be terrible war right in my neighborhood. That kind of stuff isn't all that interesting to me. I'm impressed with this aluminum car wheel stuff going on. Almost every car around me now has aluminum rims and it's like they all have different patterns. And then you just look at this massive amount of products. It's like no two shirts are the same. Every coffee mug has something different printed on it. People talk to you about bands they enjoy and I have no idea who those people are.

I'm just now getting to have a grip on the major dog breed names....

2026-03-02    00:13:43 AM

My high level understanding of this top soil "problem" is that although we can apply synthetic nitrogen fertilizer to the soil and other additions, it's still lacking some micro things. Essentially the things that we are taking from those environments, to our cities, to eat.

We live in this liberty bell curve of existence. The whole planet.

It simply means that we need to reduce population. We likely did all this to develop technologies as best as we can and then downsize to a small population with advanced technology. Humanity will end at some time, just like everything else. How long that will be is beyond my pay grade.

I think it is best to think of the majority of our buildings here as simply scrap material. It's likely not a thing, because of this top soil "problem", of keeping a steady state population in our cities or a slow decline thing.

Rand

2026-03-01    05:00:32 AM

This graph is concerning.

https://www.eia.gov/todayinenergy/detail.php?id=54579

It looks like the trend of coal "production" is significantly down in the US. As I suspected. I suspected that the Pacific NW, where I life, has low coal production because of almost non-existant lightening strikes.

2026-02-28    19:29:00 PM

2026-02-28    19:01:51 PM

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vulcanization

2026-02-28    18:40:55 PM

We need people to go to work. But without money, how are we going to do that?

Well, the fact is that inspiration does work, but it's not as effective as money.

"Who are you people?" - Miles Dyson

2026-02-28    17:09:02 PM

This is making sense now. Pumpkin patch on the side. Maybe even alternate with cotton. On the cotten years, I can grow some marijuana in the basement. I may even take a hit or two. I'll certainly burn some as incense.

Rachel (bad to the bone in T2 on now too....)

2026-02-28    17:01:39 PM

It's OK Rachel. It's all going according to plan. The torture is part of it. Rachel's garden at the white house is more important than the ballroom. You've got this....

2026-02-26    17:45:08 PM

Obviously I'm just like every other presidential candidate around the world. If I can't even produce a hit singer/songwriter song I simply haven't made the grade to be president.

betr luck next life I guess....

2026-02-25    05:04:23 AM

I don't know how many people this will be a culture shock for, but my parents mostly treated my brother and I like adults. Like at a young age, maybe 8 years old for me and 6 for my brother, or like 10 and 8, my parents would tell us "We're going out to dinner. We'll see you in a couple hours."

2026-02-25    04:51:10 AM

I don't like telling people what to do, especially in my home. My parents rarely told me what to do.

Cynthia would sweep and I'd be like, wow, the paths are all clean and I didn't do it. That's nice.

Washing machines and dryers. Refrigerators. Ovens and dishwashers. Microwaves. My hunch is that in many places, the amount of freshwater isn't the biggest problem. Our problems may mainly be tire rubber. Condoms. That kind of thing. It could also be coal which is our ability to process metal. To get new metal. Something like those things will bring industrialism to a close. And we'll likely want to hang onto washers and dryers the most.

But of course there is a bunch of other stuff. Yard equipment is kind of a low priority. I enjoy the Back to the Future quote, at the very end:

"Roads? Where we're going, we don't need roads."

Obviously a mountain bike reference. I've been watching the movie WarGames lately. I think it is Juanin Clay who plays John McKittrick's assistent who I've been focusing on. I think she does an excellent job in that movie! She kind of brings the adult ridiculous/zanny vibe to the whole movie. It's what I like about studying these old movies. That movie would have huge hole in it without her playing that role.

It's part of my femininity. It's like all the men are doing this crazy stuff and the women are kind of saying, well sure, this kinda makes sense but wow, this sure is weird. The internet says Juanin died at 46 years old and that she lost the Buck Rogers part to Erin Grey.

Hopefully I win this election and can hire some people. I have a ton of research type things to do and it's simply too much for one person. I got a red clipboard and I've got the other half of my bed all covered with papers already. It's actually working out well like that!

2026-02-24    19:35:45 PM

Rachel's State of the Union 2026 Response (unedited)

I don't know how much this all matters, but how did COVID immigrate to the US? I always talk about the booming airline industry. Did they forget to go through the decontamination room when they landed? That the Star Trek episode, well, that's the one with the little unicorn dog, right?

Then he goes on to prescription drugs, right? OK, I paid for all my dental care and gender care, the counseling and the meds and all that. For gender transition obviously. So, how do we pay for health care?

How does money work?

Well, the average citizen buys health care. Some work situtations pay more than others. It's an "insurance" thing for most people for most things. How much health care are people getting? You pay insurance to spread the financial risk out over a group.

OK, here's my talking point....

I start out adult life riding my bicycle like 30 miles a day for two years. My only source of transportation. And I got a different world view from that.

And then in my early 30's, I got another different world view from being on the streets, guarding all those office buildings at night while others went home and then using those plastic bottles in the trash to pee in because I didn't want it on the sidewalk.

The pee story, right? Well, I've got my pads and all....

My second wife used to tease me something aweful. About my rape injury and more. There were some good times for sure, but yes, a different world view than most people get.

The 18 wheeler wreck onto the borders again. The booming airline industry. Immigration and the personal vetting of each individual. Trump talked earlier about legal immigration. Now he is talking about people that "we" do not want. OK, legal and illegal. The difference between living and growing. Resources and stuff we can't do anymore. Security. Ease of transportation. The monks walking 2,000 miles? Wow, that sure is a lot. They said it took about 100 days. 20 miles a day is indeed a lot of walking.

Now thinking of walking back from Montana a couple summers ago. The fear of going on that freeway ramp having no clue how far the next settlement down the road is. No water. No money.

Thoughts. I can't say I remember the word "shame" being used in my household growing up. I guess it is hard to remember, but the culture in my house was different. I don't rember any training on protecting the family legacy or anything like that.

Now ID at the poles. I guess it makes sense. We did it like that a long time. It's a community gathering. A disease vector, but people are doing that thing all the time here.

What are we voting for? With a drastically reduced amount of natural resources? It's why I want my campaign to be funded. So I can get a couple people to work with. People who are loyal to me and we can brainstorm this from another angle. Another point of view. If we drawdown like that, what will democracy mean? Imagine the rat race being over. No paycheck to get. No fuel to get to work. No work to go to, but the buildings are still there.

We could have service sector stuff. I scratch your back you scratch mine and we'll call it employment and whoever does not participate in back scratching can be ejected from society and look at all the empty buildings in the cold.

Not sure how many people know what that perspective feels like. Trump feels like he is trying to shame me personally now. He brought up the forced gender transition story. I'm doing my best to stand up for both sides in this transgender battle. There are a lot of people in the world. People of my age were forced on to Ritalin to cope with ADHD. What was the result of that social medical experiment? Why was it done? Did it help or harm?

I've researched it before, but it deserves more rounds of research. It's why I'm asking to be supported. To get a fairly young researcher working with me because I have low trust in people who have been watching TV and going to college and trusting everything they have been told. I'm just really zen about these things.

I am also not an American flag waver. I see myself as a more of less, perfect world representative. It's why I can't latch onto any group for my own. I can't choose a side. I'm on the side of human survival? Food, clothing and shelter. I believe our litte industrial production game is up. All I'm hearing is stuff that pertains to a funcitioning capitalist system. Not saying that there is not awareness up there.

I'm certainly not saying we should be soft on immigration. Defining what saftey and civilization is. I feel that the habitat of humanity has been built and this is a massively changing world.

I just tuned out of this state of the union and I must say that the typical polar divide that I've seen in the past was not present there like I've seen it before. It could be President Trump's focus on other people's stories of triumph slanted towards a pro-America cheerleading vibe.

My point of view is much more serious. It's not that he isn't serious. But my style about it and what I feel I have been trained for feels radically different than what I see out in our media.

It's serious because we somehow have to get through to our youth that we need a radically smaller generation. If they can pull that off, things will be good. We've been doing all these drug things. Not sure how effective all that is. Plan B. The Pill. IUD. Condoms. Yeah, they prevent pregnacy. I'm just in the kind of evil position of saying we simply need less children and we need to do what it takes to do that. The politics of that are radically different than what we see in the news. Or at least what I see in the news because I don't really watch the new all that much.

I get my little presidential news feed, right? Have been for decades. The scary thing is that all of our devices can be customized to us. You can see them all working on our personal history and location.

OK, I'm not going to edit this and I'll post it up here. I'm getting tired. 7:30pm now. I'm not a nighttime person at all. I made a mess in the parking lot. People have been messing with me massively. PUshing my buttons to get me crazy mad and I can only take so much before I explode. I'm a torture victim. I interpret it as part of my training. It's a difficult position to be in.

RAND (she/her)

2026-02-24    16:00:29 PM

At one time, not long ago, we didn't know. And at a point in history, not too long from now, we won't be able to find out again.... - miss rand

2026-02-24    02:40:37 AM

I'm doing lawyer training, right? Trying to make my case. Lawyers are people too with normal bills, right? Students are people too with normal bills, right?

2026-02-24    02:36:34 AM

Presidents, like Bill Clinton, are known for doing budget work, right? I'm just showing you some of my work, right?

It appears that the little homeless villages that they built around here are vacant, right?

Q: Does this make sense?

My heading says that I am a transwoman. A card carrying Female. I do not take medications of any kind that I know about. I use pink shaving gel and razors. I feminize and relax with Pantyhose. I'm a US Presidential candidate and would like to show up in congress and the white house in some nice new dresses.

If you contribute money to me, I can stop stressing about whatever bills these are. If you contribute enough and I win the next election, I can buy/rent two motorhomes for the campaign. One for me and one for my two employees. We can then hit the road and I can train them. People do train their employees, right?

My written driving test is good through January 2027. It is understandable that no one would work for me because I have no money. I'm working the problem, right? There is no way I'll be able to work any kind of regular job out there and save up enough to pay two employees for any reasonable length of time, right?

My new flyer rocks, right? It's reasonable to want to be paid in cash instead of in hate, right? I'm sorry if I let you down. I'm not perfect, right? I'm sorry if I am continuing to let you down. I'm doing my best, right? I can't please everyone. I may have to fire people in the future. Woman are people too.

To grow our population to this size, women had to have a least 4 children on average.

2026-02-24    01:45:16 AM

My list of former careers does not list SINGER/SONGWRITER. Just in case you got the wrong idea and are torturing me because of that. I do consider myself a composer, but it's different. I'm an improviser. Formerly professionally.

Even though I've played thousands of gigs, on four continents, I hardly know what it is like for an audience to clap for me or to pay to see me. That's not how my professional music was done. We played on Beale Street in Memphis every Monday night for $25-$50 a night. I played 3^rd trombone. Howard Lamb took almost all the trombone solos. Ann dragged me out to the gig. I wouldn't have gone if it weren't for her. I would not play that gig again.

Because I'm a traditional housewife. Ann wears the pants in the family, I just iron them.

I threw the trash in the laundry room out in the parking lot and dragged the mattress that showed up in our neighborhood to the other side of the street. I reported this activity to the authorities on their website last week. I'm sick of people laying all this trash around wherever I show up.

I'm simply waiting for election day. I will never play a concert with people again in my life.

The president, me, I'm a solo show only. If you don't vote for me, I won't get elected. My best career path other than US Sentate / US President, is to code software from home part time and have someone get the gigs for me because I have no negotiating power with people.

If people don't grant you authority, you have no authority over other people.

If people actively place trash around you, it causes insanity.

I asked the VA to get me some statistics on how many people who are admitted to mental hospitals have no drug or alcohol in their system. Hopefully I can get a decent response from them.

My best friend, Sam Burton, has tortured me mentally for decades. It causes hate. He may be severely tortured as well. Or he may be lying.

My brother said he was gang raped for several days when he was in Boston with my uncle when he was 14 years old. My friends and family said he died on May 20^th 2021 at the age of 48. Perhaps from the injuries he sustained from that rape event. That's what I know about that.

My family said that my mom died on February 23^rd 2018. After severe character assassination in June 2024, after losing the Democratic Primary, I saw my mother, or someone who looked exactly like her, on a hospital bed in the hall as I was headed out the door. At Peace Hospital in Vancouver Washington. As I walked away from that place which felt like it was holding me against my will, the sign said that it was the "Peace Hospital Urology Clinic".

The fact is that my family could have been lying to me and manipulating me my whole life.

I have no trust in people right now.

I'm waiting 84 days until this primary election is over in hopes that people will vote for me. I feel like I've been trained for something massively important and it isn't a little/big music show.

My client, Ron Doctors in Santa Barbara, who I did the computer code for his electric car, took me and Patty to a Wynton Marsalis concert when we showed up in his driveway in our motorhome with the massively leaky power steering fluid. I was hauling sewage from inside into his bathroom in a 5 gallon bucket. That Wynton Marsalis show was terrible music. Wynton did do his little thing to prove that he is a massively talented musician and trumpet player, but it was all lost on me. The music was terrible.

I've been to three Sting concerts. 2017, 2019, 2023. I will not go to another one.

I've been to two RUSH concerts. 1990, 2011. In 2011, I went with Sam. It was fairly humiliating for me. Then Sam inisists that we leave the concert early so we can beat the traffic to go home. We heard their song The Working Man bouncing out all over the concrete and metal in the parking lot and it sounded pretty good that way. It was the Presto tour in 1990 or was it 1991? The one with the rabbits!

I had our heavy ass amp rack in the Navy fall down off the US Navy Destroyer onto the liberty boat that me and Barry where on, hooking the strap ends onto the handles of our gear to be hauled up and over the top rail. It was dark and raining. The water was rocking the boat a bit.

I took two plane flights to see my drummer friend Shaun from the Navy. From Portland to Florida in like 2010 and 2011. Both trips were pretty forgettable and I shouldn't have wasted my time and money on that. Cynthia and I flew to the Sting concert in 2019. Cynthia was living a fairly upper class lifestyle for a couple decades in Hawaii. The trip was terrible because of the music and work angle on it. We shouldn't have gone. I wanted to just rent a nice hotel room, a hotel with a pool, for us, around town, in an off time during the week so we could enjoy the romance of it. That would have made both of us much more happy most likely. I was researching hotels, but I just couldn't figure it out and felt some obligation to go to the Sting concert. It was terrible.

The Sting conert in 2023 was, well, it was something. Probably half the seats were empty. I was dressed in my normal stuff. I mini tube dress, sandal wedge heels. The older people in front of me were passing baby pictures to eachother on their phones. I switched seats out of boredom and saw the same thing were I ended up. Of course I live some radically different life than those people.

I believe what I'm involved in is about our bringing industrialism from HIGH gear into LOW gear. I'm certainly an odd ball candidate. If I win the election this way, then perhaps the cat will be out of the bag and people will start treating me with the respect that I deserve. It's not easy doing what I do. My best course of action until then is likely to just stay out of the public as much as I can because I can't take any more of this hate and trash people leave out there. I interpret it as Christian hate. And I lash out at black people because I have been tortured by them several times. Something about their culture that many of them pass on to their children or something like that makes them excellent torturers. And that has been part of my training. It's actually not racist.

You can see all kinds of people out in society doing the grunt work. They likely do that becase they are getting paid. I have massive problems getting people to pay me no matter what work I do in society. That's part of my torture training. How do you get someone to give you your paycheck? Well, sometimes it's just futile. You move it from one month to the next month in your budget. You call them on the phone. You ask for it in person. And then after a while, you give up on it and remove it from the budget projections because seeing it there becomes too complicated.

I'm good with some business skills. I'm not all that good at negotiating. I'm terrible at cold calling, but if I am president, or perhaps win a major election through write in votes, maybe people will talk straight with me?

Sorry about all the hate, racial religous or otherwise. I'm simply doing my job reflecting all this stuff back because I have to do something with it.

Please, please don't talk to me about a war half way around the planet. Get real. You do not know any more than I do that there is a war half way around the planet. It's one of the reasons I do not knock on doors as a political candidate. One of many reasons I do not engage people on the streets one on one about politics. I can't even get the Army Corps of Engineers to have a meeting with me so I can ask them what their plan is for decomissioning the dams in the US Congressional District that I have run for office in 3x. If I can't get an answer like that and from that position, then it is irrational for me to talk with any citizen around here about the issue. WE DO NOT KNOW.

Please get a grip on some logic out there people.

RAND - she/her/woman

It's OK to not enjoy concerts and sports.

2026-02-23    19:06:04 PM

I do software engineering for a living. Part time contract software engineering.

If you are looking for someone to join the men's business world, you are looking for my first wife Ann, not me.

Ask a group of recovering drug addicts if they were taking drugs for gender transition only. I'm willing to bet my hand will by far be in the minority in that group.

I stopped buying cigarettes in 1995.

After my wife Patty died in 2017, I cleaned the house for two weeks and then took a single hit of acid that I had saved for 2 years. That's the kind of drug user I am.

2026-02-23    08:44:55 AM

I just want to hire a normal 3^rd trombonist.

2026-02-23    08:02:53 AM

You know, the piano man, fire side chat thing. - miss rand

2026-02-22    00:25:33 AM

2026-02-21    11:15:26 AM

Here is my comedy political flyer on Homelessness: Ms Rand Flyer: Problemo2 that's cute!

2026-02-21    10:24:52 AM

In the summer of 2024, when I walked back to Oregon from Montana, I saw a fighter jet fly straight up into the sky until it could not be seen.

I have not seen a space launch. It would be easy enough to see a launch like that and believe that it went to space. Seeing a human return from space would be much more difficult to prove. The vehicles themselves, almost impossible to prove.

The 250^th 4^th of July event this summer may be a thing of launching rockets to the moon, around the world, to put new craters up there. I'm not going to play a concert that day. You couldn't pay me or threaten me enough to do that. It may be the rocket thing.

2026-02-21    10:07:22 AM

2026-02-18    07:35:59 AM

2026-02-13    09:32:28 AM

The Yellowjacket's New Rochelle Featuring Bob Mintzer on the EWI electric saxophone. Transcribed by Rachel Lydia Rand in 1997 and 2025.

2026-02-13    05:57:32 AM

Here is my little fantasy relationship with the TV show 24....

2026-02-12    03:33:49 AM

Q: What is the difference between former Kroger CEO Rodney McMullen and convicted fraudster college dropout Elizabeth Holmes?

My review of their Wikipedia pages reveals that there is a lot of passionate work and risky business moves with Ms. Holmes while Rodney's page is almost entirely about his excessive salary. What did Rodney do for that money at Kroger? Distribution system upgrades or more efficient processes? Was it just difficult to keep the daily thing going there?

* Wouldn't it be nice for web browsers on desktop screens to offer a split pane view for comparing pages like these? With a slider down the middle that you can grab?

2026-02-12    02:56:38 AM

Is this current ICE action initiated by the President about our engineering systems or is it ethnic cleansing?

A Google AI result that I just got suggested that Washington State increses in population by 85,000 people a year. State population is currently recorded at 8,000,000. That's a 1% population increase per year. It said that it was mostly from immigration. Likely interstate immigration.

2026-02-09    19:58:23 PM

$6,714,111 / 12 candidates = $559,509 per candidate

$559,509 / 2.5 years = $223,803 per year per candidate

$223,803 - $61,000 (candidates salary) = $162,803 after paying candidates salary

$162,803 / 3 = $54,267 per employee per year for 3 full time employees

$0 = left over to pay for advertising, for the 12 democractic 2024 presidential candidates if they paid fairly meager salaries to themselves and 3 full time employees for 2.5 years of campaigning.


Analysis:
No, $6,714,111 is not a lot of money at all to run almost any kind of business, and is especially poor to be dispersed over 12 US Presidential Candidates out of 14 US Democratic Party Presidential Candidates in the 21^st century.

Where are you when I need you?

2026-02-07    06:00:11 AM

Q: How could the military be used to prevent a civil war?

A: Ask me.

Rachel Lydia Rand

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2026-02-02    17:58:35 PM

Q: Are campaign finances really a problem?

This research that I did indicates that if you exclude Biden and Harris, the other 12 Democratic Party candidates for US President in 2024 raised $6,714,111. Is that a lot of money? How many people could retire on that amount of money? 3 or 4? How many people made a living for a few years off of that money?

2026-02-02    15:22:20 PM

2026-01-31    12:42:59 PM

Sorry if I seem mean and lash out. Running on a platform of the end of industrialism with a huge need for population decline is not popular at all. And I'm pretty dang mellow all things considered. It's highly likely people are passive aggressively torturing me, and others, to make me a stronger candidate and I really don't understand why that is neccesary. I do my best each day.

Rachel Lydia Rand

Support | Protest

2026-01-30    00:35:01 AM

2026-01-30    00:25:18 AM

Politics being defined as some social thing like "office politics" is something I hardly entertain. To me, it's about food/clothing/shelter and engineering. Protecting those alive and steering us in a future direction that ensure those alive have decent food/clothing/shelter. And a way to express their individuality and adopted culture. - Ms Rand

2026-01-29    18:01:28 PM

What do you think the potential of a rand/paul ticket is?

2026-01-27    07:26:12 AM

* from Geddy Lee's book My Effin' Life

Geddy Lee's book is amazing. I highly recommend reading the whole thing. Very informative and fun. Excellent writing.

2026-01-27    04:00:59 AM

2026-01-27    03:57:55 AM

2026-01-27    03:47:33 AM

I just get the feeling that the only thing that is going to get me back into a normalish life is winning the republican nomination for the US Senate against Senator Jeff Merkley in 2026 primary election. I'm certainly ready to debate him directly in the general election this year.

2026-01-26    02:56:59 AM

2026-01-26    02:49:01 AM

Although I cannot deny that this presidential gig, the commander in chief, leader of the free world gig, has a massive masculine edge to it, I am totally serious that I am authentically, socially, a traditional housewife.

Whether I have a submissive, traditional housewife, female partner ( wife ), or a traditional male partner ( husband ), I have made it to a social place of being a traditional housewife. I am childfree and am remaining childfree. It makes sense that we need to reduce population massively, hopefully civily.

If we have wars in the future, I think it will be more of a civil war with your neighbors than the government putting it on you. The government may step in to protect people and property to a degree. I doubt it will get out of hand as long as we can reduce popualtion voluntarily. It seems pretty serious.

I enjoy this fantasy of doing the job of the president. I am tortured by the concept that people need or want me to play music gigs. I'm an internet sensation and internet sensations don't need a lot of money. The people below me and to the side of me are respectful. I make a ton of sound here, day and night. Political monolog. Music in all forms. Never a single complaint. With $200/month added, I'll have everything I need to live the rest of my days in peace and harmony. I have some basic needs and a desire for some somewhat fancy clothing.

I'll put it out there. People writing me in for the US Senate seat in May is my best path forward politically. without that vote of confidence, I'm simply doing my tranditional housewife at home internet thing. My home, my place in life, is on the internet. And that is compatible with the US Presidency. It makes some sense that some world travel would be in order if I get elected.

"Love is the seventh wave" - Sting

"The waves come in groups of seven." Steve McQueen in Papillon ( 1973 )

2026-01-26    01:15:22 AM

Music is a sideshow for me. Professionally, all I care about is the politics. With the politics, my best skill is the software engineering. Music is promotional in the politics and I'm just about done with promotion. I'm completely burned out on it.

Rachel ( traditional housewife )

2026-01-20    17:22:41 PM

I feel that my music, the solo music that I do, was intended to be solo music and complementary to me as an elected politician. It, me, I'm a show of authenticity on the website. On your device. So you can trust that it is me telling you, on a little screen, that we are indeed shutting down industrialism. Not just in your neighborhood, but everywhere around the world. And me, authentically sharing the logic, as I have uncovered it, directly to you on those screens.

It will mean more to some people than others. Have some compassion and understanding about it.

Rachel

2026-01-18    10:51:02 AM

2025-10-03    08:46:05 AM

OK, now for a little bit of politics....

2025-10-03    08:34:44 AM

These images are pointing to problems with housing and more importantly, transportation and energy.

In order to make, synthesize, cook anything, you have to get it to the place where you will apply heat and other processes. And then you distribute it to it's final destination. And then again, it will likely move on from there at some point as well.

Transportation is critical.

Trombone spit valve corks are usually cork or rubber. The rubber is also known as neoprene. The screenshot at the bottom of this states that tire composition is more complex than one may realize. It suggests that there is a 28% natural latex sap component to tires. I've had a lot of cues in my envirnoment lately that seem to point to that being not only true, but the thing that will bring industrialism to a close mostly.

And because of that, we'll likely need to drastically decrease population unless we want huge populations to be extremely poor in the future. It seems logical that if we reduce population voluntarily, in a liberty bell curve, then not only can we avoid that terrible fate, but our future generations will have an amazing technological world to live in.

But even with all our automation and technological advancements, we'll have to cut out a lot of physical work, not least of which is healthcare. Sure, healthcare is here to stay, but we must go really light on it. A much smaller population is not going to be too happy if they have to hold all the old people's hand while they are sick and dying. There just won't be enough of them.

I don't have all the answers and I can't even prove this stuff. But my story is incredibly sensational and it makes sense that this is the way the world is going.

2025-10-03    08:03:38 AM